The
Miracle
By
Lori Jean Finnila
I plunged both hands of mine into the water; it was
shallow with darker sand than normal. The hands were face down with not one
inch not submerged in the water. With little bubbles from the water that was
rushing further out from me, I felt the release coming through my body - magic
flowing through me as my body could feel relief. I don’t know if it was exactly
all emotional or both physical and emotional – but it was definitely relief. I
wondered if anyone could hear or see what I was doing. I could see some people
from far out but I don’t think they noticed. I would always try to hide further
into the woods along the river when I would do this. I would probably be put
away if they did, but I had to do this. I knew this now. I reached someone.
My angels, a CIA matter, I don’t know, I was
searching for a miracle and water always brought it. I was taught that water
was freeing. When you’re so far out from others, as I was and felt everything
matters, every little thing. I would see the angels coming in and out so often
now flying through me and all the cracks in my head almost in full figure now.
Sometimes I felt so superior to others; I wondered or at least was sure at
times that dying is a goddess thing because it brings you closer to heaven and
all the power in charge, and now I had it with me.
I kept getting sicker; my head kept throbbing. There
seemed to be nothing anyone could do. That’s when the angels started to come.
We conversed often too, me and the angels. I was friends with so many it didn’t
matter to me anymore. It used to; I didn’t know who they were. Sometimes, if
them, when they would come in they would look like aliens and suck and zap as
they would draw energy to me by putting something down my throat as I would
feel some sort of relief. I was so mystified, though I couldn’t belief I had
the strength to even feel this as this instance of happening was taking me away
on such a magical journey. I was always told to close my eyes so I wouldn’t get
scared. Sometimes I would peek to see such large bug-like looking eyes that
loved upon me and brought me hope of life. They always told me where to go.
The last and final time would be Amsterdam. I made
that day with the boats in the river, the clothes on lines, my granddad’s
presence being there. As I submerged my hands for life in exchange for a soul trapped
the transformation of his body came through me, my hero transpired to a more
powerful place, where he would always be – and here where I would remain.
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